I'm not a drinker. And a friend recommended Pinot Grigio. So I am on my second glass of wine now, listening to Tori Amos on my computer. My daughter is always hanging around me in my room. She is kinda bothering me but I try not to take her presence for granted.
After all, there will come a point in her life where she won't even want to be seen with me. She won't want to be seen with me.
I don't remember the last time I was on here blogging but I am so sure I am in a much different place now than I was then.
Sometimes, I am afraid to really get serious on these things because sometimes you hear about how people get blown up and lose their jobs and all.

I do know that somehow, I want to give back and reach out to others. Be interesting enough to others where I can make things happen especially for our children. They definitely are our future and right now (at least in America), they are going down hill. Our children are losing respect not only for others but more importantly for themselves. I think if the respect for self was right, respect for others would fall into place.
But how do we go about encouraging them to make a change? To start a new cycle instead of completing the old one? I don't know but I do know that even when I tell my daughter to just go in the living room with her sister, she finds a way back in my room right underneath me I feel like I just want to take a walk outside for some air.
But then I feel bad for wishing she would go away. But I feel OK for being honest.
I'd say, part of the solution is as parents, to always be intersted in their child and always want to teach them. Never want to push them away.

Maybe this is the Pinot having me talking a little "all over the place"....but I like it.
Makes me be even more honest with myself.